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2011-11-20T21:21:00.001-06:00

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A Very Special Day

2011-10-02T21:25:00.002-05:00

Today is such a special day for our little family. Just 4 days before his 7th birthday, Myles told me tonight - right after I told him it was time for bed - that he wanted to ask Jesus to come into his heart!!!! We sat on his bed and he took my hands in his and - after thanking God that his Grandpa is out of the hospital - he asked Jesus to live in his heart!!!

As many in church will notice, Myles has been taking communion for a while now. Those that don't go to our church probably don't know that we don't have a "set" age when people can take communion. As long as you profess to have Jesus as your personal Savior - you can take communion in our church.

I had talked to Myles about this before he ever started taking communion and he said "I did that with Mama Jean!" ((his babysitter/teacher/other mother)). I didn't want to doubt him, so I let him take communion. I made sure to talk with him virtually every Sunday, talking him through what the bread and the cup represent. He knew all the answers, which always made me feel good.

So, I don't know if he's actually done it before or not...but since I know he asked to pray with me tonight...I know it for sure now!! I am so unbelievably proud of him and happy for him. I know that his life is secure in the love of Christ!

But to all who have received Him - those who believe in His name - He has given the right to become children of God

John 1:12

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 30

2011-09-30T08:38:00.000-05:00

Day 30 - Your Favorite Film This Time Last Year

I made it until the end!!!!

This was another easy one. I just googled all the films that were released in 2010 and this one popped right out at me. And - it gave me an excuse to add these films in my list. :)

Saved the best for last.

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 29

2011-09-29T08:52:00.000-05:00

Day 29 - Your Favorite Film As A Kid

I was torn between two movies on this one - but I was able to file the other one, Wizard of Oz, under Day 7 - Film That Reminds You Of Your Past.

They have re-made this and although I kind of like the re-make...I love the original.

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 28

2011-09-28T13:06:00.001-05:00

Day 28 - The Most Obscure Film You've Ever Seen

I don't watch a lot of obscure films. I'm pretty mainstream in my movie choices - other than my horror movies. I picked this movie because it was originally a Swedish horror movie and was a remake. It only made about $12 million - so I'm guessing a lot of people have never seen it. It wasn't bad. A bit slow - but the cinematography was really good.

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 27

2011-09-27T11:09:00.000-05:00

Day 27 - Your Favorite Independent Film

I honestly didn't know what consituted an independent film versus a regular film. So, I googled "Independent Films" and just thought I'd see if I'd seen any of them. Luckily, not only had I seen several of them, but one of my favorite movies was on the independent list.

Great movie...and if you haven't seen it - a twist that you will never see coming.

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 26

2011-09-26T09:12:00.000-05:00

Day 26 - Your Favorite Foreign Language Film

Like the Romantic and Documentary catagories, I don't watch a lot of foreign language movies. I can actually only think of 2 movies I've watched over the past 10-15 years that are completely spoken in a foreign language...not just subtitles when the Hispanic or Japanese character comes on the screen. One of them is The Passion of the Christ - which is an amazing movie - but it's not my favorite...probably because I ended up sobbing through the last half of the movie and I tend to watch movies to enjoy them...not to be distraught by the end of it. So...the winner is...

Interestingly enough...both foreign language films that I have seen are Mel Gibson movies. Just noticed that one... Great film though.

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 25

2011-09-25T07:27:00.000-05:00

Day 25 - Your Favorite Documentary Film

I don't watch a lot of documentaries but I will watch just about anything having to do with nature or animals. I absolutely love the National Geographic series that they have put out. This was not a hard decision.

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 24

2011-09-24T16:23:00.000-05:00

Day 24 - Your Favorite Animated or Children's Film

I was thinking that they had once again combined two genres into one catagory. But, they have put that one little word "or" in there. So, there is no reason to pick 2 movies for this one. I just have to decide if I like my favorite animated movie more than my favorite children's movie or vice versa.

Well, the animated movie won...

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 23

2011-09-23T08:21:00.000-05:00

Day 23 - Your Favorite Thriller/Mystery Film

Again, like Day 21 - they have combined 2 genres into one catagory. And, again, I will split it into two movies. Thrillers and Mysterys are not the same thing so I think they should be treated separately.

Favorite Thriller

Like The Professional, I don't think a lot of people saw this movie. I think this is one of Kurt Russell's best movies. Also, it showcases the late J.T. Walsh. An unbelievable actor that was known more by his face than his name.

Favorite Mystery

If you haven't seen this movie...you should. Great movie with some great actors. How many times do you get people like Robert Redford, Dan Aykroyd, Sidney Poitier and Ben Kingsley in the same movie. Watch.It.Today. You won't regret it. :)

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 22

2011-09-22T13:46:00.000-05:00

Day 22 - Your Favorite Horror Film

This one was a hard one for me. I have seen a.l.o.t of horror movies. Some great...a lot that weren't so great. I have definite requirements for what makes a good horror movie. I'm not into all the nudity that many horror film think they need to add, I'm not usually into a lot of gore. I like a really suspensful movie that you just don't know what's going to happen next, when things jump out and scare the snot out of you. Paranormal Activity was a really good movie like that.

I thought about the first horror movie I ever saw - Nightmare on Elm Street - that really freaked me out...but I was only about 12 when I saw that one.

This movie was the first one in a while that really freaked me out. They are gory - don't get me wrong (and I don't usually like that) but it also really kept me on the edge of my seat.

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 21

2011-09-21T12:38:00.000-05:00

Day 21 - Your Favorite Sci-Fi/Fantasy Film

Not really fair on this one. Sci-Fi and Fantasy are two different things that, unfortunately, often get lumped into the same catagory. So, because I can do this challenge however I want...((see Day 15))...I have decided to split this into two different catagories and list two different films.

Favorite Sci-Fi

Really...it's a no-brainer.

Favorite Fantasy

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 20

2011-09-20T08:41:00.002-05:00

Day 20 - Your Favorite Romantic Film

Anyone that knows me will know that I am not not not a romantic movie type of gal. I am much more of an action/thriller/horror type of person. But, that being said...I really loved this movie. When it came out I was hooked. The love that the two main characters had was undeniable. It's rare that there is such chemistry between two people on film.

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 19

2011-09-19T10:00:00.002-05:00

Day 19 - Your Favorite Action Film

Not a lot of people have seen this movie. I mean, it's not unknown - but it's not a Die Hard or an Independence Day or something like that.

Unbelievable performances...it's not hard to see why Natalie Portman has gone on to have the career that she has. I'd never heard of Jean Reno before this movie and his performance was understated and perfect.

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 18

2011-09-18T16:49:00.000-05:00

Day 18 - Your Favorite Comedy Film

Easy Easy Easy one...I didn't even have to think twice about this one. So funny!

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 17

2011-09-17T07:35:00.000-05:00

Day 17 - Your Favorite Drama Film

Just because a film is my favorite doesn't mean I watch it all the time. For example, Day 1 - my favorite movie - is Dead Poet's Society. Definitely my favorite, but I can't watch it over and over. It's too intense.

The next few days are favorites...drama, action, comedy etc. But, I haven't watched most of them but a few times. But they obviously impacted me in some way that I rank them my favorites.

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 16

2011-09-16T06:19:00.000-05:00

Day 16 - A Film You Used To Love, But Now Hate

Well, I don't exactly hate this movie...but I am definitely needing a break from this one. I'm a bit tired of it. I really can't think of any movies that I used to love but now hate. If I love a movie - I love it...if I hate it - I hate it. But I do get tired of them every now and then. Jordan looooooves this movie - and the sequel...and the prequel. She watches them at least once a month. If the question "should we watch a dvd?" comes up she always suggests this movie. :) Gotta love her...but I need a break.

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 15

2011-09-15T08:47:00.002-05:00

Day 15 - Favorite Musical (Previously, Film That Depicts Your Life)

Ok - I cheated this one time. The actual topic for today was Film That Depicts Your Life - but I could not think of anything. I tried and tried to think of something - but since I have yet to see a movie about a woman that goes to work everyday, takes kids to ball games and practices, shops at Wal-mart and goes to church...I decided to change the topic. I thought that there needed to be a Favorite Musical category anyway...

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 14

2011-09-14T08:45:00.001-05:00

Day 14 - The Film That No One Expected You To Like

I must start this by saying that people that really know me know that I love this movie. But, if I was to just meet you...you would probably never think that I would love this movie so much. It is just not me...it's not full of action, it's not that funny, I'm not sitting on the edge of my seat while I watch, and it is definitely not a horror movie. That being said...I love it.

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 13

2011-09-13T08:50:00.000-05:00

Day 13 - A Guilty Pleasure

In my opinion, a "guilty pleasure" is a movie that you secretly watch, but don't really want anyone to know about it. :) That's not really my problem - I'm not ashamed to say that I love this movie - but I probably don't shout it from the rooftops...which makes it my guilty pleasure. It's '80s and it's cheesy - but I love it...

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 12

2011-09-12T08:41:00.000-05:00

Day 12 - A Film By Your Least Favorite Director

Not a hard one today. This guy is such a sleeze that I can proudly say that I haven't watched a single one of his movies. Anyone that marries their long-time love's adopted daughter ((which is basically your daughter)) is just gross to me.

Woody Allen

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 11

2011-09-11T07:04:00.001-05:00

Day 11 - A Film By Your Favorite Director

This one was easy for me. Virtually everything this man puts out is quality work that I love.

Steven Spielberg

Also easy for me is picking a movie to showcase here. It's a great movie that didn't quite fit into any of my other categories.

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 10

2011-09-10T08:10:00.000-05:00

Day 10 - A Film With Your Favorite Actor (Female)

Again, a hard choice. This time was a little harder than the male one because so many movies are male-driven. I love Sandra Bullock - but for this one I had to go with:

Ashley Judd!

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 9

2011-09-09T08:42:00.000-05:00

Day 9 - A Film with Your Favorite Actor (Male)

While there are many actors that I like: Will Smith, Denzel Washington, Johnny Depp, Vin Diesel, etc. There is one that I like virtually everything that he does.

Harrison Ford!!

This movie was a bit a change for him. He wasn't the "hero", he wasn't a "nice guy"...he was cranky and grouchy but I loved it.

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 8

2011-09-08T12:49:00.001-05:00

Day 8 - The Film You Can Quote The Best

This was a hard one for me. I'm not a big "movie quoter". I know a line here and a line there from my favs but I'm more likely to quote something off a television show than a movie. But, I can usually recognize quotes from this movie fairly easily. It doesn't hurt that I love this movie!

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 7

2011-09-07T06:21:00.000-05:00

Day 7 - A Film That Reminds You Of Your Past

When we were younger, before videos and dvd's and on-demand viewing, you pretty much had to wait until your favorite movie came on TV to watch it. Thankfully, this movie came on every year and I love it still to this day. It is also probably why I am terrified of even the thought of tornados. :)

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 6

2011-09-06T08:38:00.001-05:00

Day 6 - A Film That Reminds You of Somewhere

Thankfully, there is a good memory tied with this movie. I'd hate to be reminded of a terrible place whenever I watch this movie because it is h.i.l.a.r.i.o.u.s! I just introduced Jordan to this movie a few weeks ago and she absolutely loves it.

Terrance and I honeymooned in Gatlinburg, TN ((17 years ago!!--can you believe it?)). Our little chalet was called Alpendorf and it was wonderful.

It had two bedrooms and a sleeper sofa. We swapped bedrooms about every night and one night ended up on the sleeper sofa watching movies that were left there by the owners. I still remember Terrance waking up during this movie and wondering what the heck I was laughing so hard for.

I can't say positively - but this was probably the scene I was laughing at. It still cracks me up everytime I watch.

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 5

2011-09-05T08:48:00.000-05:00

Day 5 - A Film That Reminds You Of Someone

My very first date was with a guy from my church in Ft. Smith named A.C. I was only 15 so I wasn't technically allowed to date, so my sister and friend came along with us. Yes, he tried the yawn trick to put his arm around me...and we laughed...but this movie holds a special little place in my heart. The sparks weren't there for me and A.C. - it wasn't meant to be. But, I always think about him when I watch this movie.

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 4

2011-09-04T07:26:00.000-05:00

Day 4 - A Film You Watch To Feel Down

I wouldn't say I watch this to "feel down" - but sometimes you just need a good cry and this is my go-to movie for that. I don't cry in the usual place that most people cry...when Julia Robert's character Shelby dies...it's when Sally Field's breaks down at the funeral. When she loses it - I lose it...every.single.time. It doesn't matter how many times I've seen it, I know when I need a movie to make me cry, this is it.

On the flip side...one thing I love about this movie is that it will have you crying one minute and laughing your butt off the next. A good good movie.

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 3

2011-09-03T08:15:00.001-05:00

Day 3 - A Film You Watch To Feel Good

For some reason, if this movie is on...I.Must.Watch.It. It's somewhat embarrassing how much I enjoy this movie. :) I have seen this more times than some movies that I consider to be my favorites. I should also admit that if I'm surfing the TV channels and I find competitive cheerleading on...I will watch that too. I don't know why it is so fascinating to me - but I love it. Haha!

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 2

2011-09-02T08:51:00.001-05:00

Day 2 - Your Least Favorite Film

Another easy one. This is, in my opinion, the dullest movie ever made. I have been trying to watch those movies that people consider "classics" that I had never seen. You know, those ones that people say, "you've never seen that??" This is one of those movies. It took me 4 days to watch it because I kept falling asleep. Loooooooong stretches of nothing going on makes for a very dull movie. Although, I must say, there are some iconic lines that people quote that come from this movie and it was nice to finally find the origins of the sayings such as: "I love the smell of napalm in the morning." and "The horror...The horror."

Here's a clip from the movie...don't let the clip fool you though. This is one of the few exciting moments from the film.

30 Day Film Challenge - Day 1

2011-09-01T08:30:00.001-05:00

I am going to attempt to post every day during the 30-Day Film Challenge. Posting consistently is not my strong suit to say the least. :)

Day 1 - Your Favorite Film

This one was an easy one...

I absolutely love love love this movie. I'm not sure what it is exactly - but it is wonderful. Below is my favorite scene of the whole thing. Who's up for a "Barbaric YAWP!!!"

Prayer FIRST...why didn't I think of that before???

2011-04-23T08:05:00.000-05:00

I am sick...I hate being sick. Especially since this is Easter weekend - my favorite weekend of the year. Good Friday and Easter Sunday celebrating the Lord and His resurrection! What is better than that??

I started feeling bad on Wednesday afternoon. Just a little tickle in my throat that - by Thursday - was so sore it was painful to swallow. Friday was not good. So sore to swallow still and I was feeling really drained. I managed to do a lot of nothing...which means I wasn't praying either...

This morning I woke up at around 3-ish am...and I had laid in bed until about midnight Friday night - so the lack of sleep wasn't helping a bit. My throat hurt - if possible - even worse than Friday. I could feel how swollen my glands were and was feeling really frustrated. I got up and went to the kitchen for a glass of milk - hoping that would coat my throat some. I reached for yet another sinus pill when I realized...I haven't asked God to take this pain away!!! I've been reaching for the pills first - instead of God.

I've always been bad about praying for myself. For some reason, that doesn't come easily for me. I will pray for the kids, for Terrance, for my family, friends - but rarely for myself. I'm not sure why. I guess I feel like I'm not deserving of asking for help myself. It's stupid...I know. I really need to get over that!

I got back in bed and prayed. For God to take away the pain in my throat, to help me sleep and be rested for the weekend coming, to remember to go to Him first and to the drugs second.

I managed to fall back asleep fairly easily - which is an answer to prayer in itself...I usually just lay there after I've woken up. I didn't wake up again until a little after 7 am - and...it's not cured...but it feels better than when I woke up at 3:00 am! I actually feel like there's a little energy in me somewhere.

Prayer FIRST!!!

Mark 10:27

Jesus looked at them and said, "With man this is impossible, but not with God;

all things are possible with God."

Daybook:::January, 2011

2011-01-22T10:34:00.000-06:00

Outside My Window... a little snow left on the ground from Thursday nights snow. Thawing slowly and very very cold. I am so ready for spring.

I Am Thankful For... my family. They are so supportive of each other in every aspect. From being excited for each other - to lifting each other up when we're down...we are there for each other - and I know I am blessed to have such a family.

From The Kitchen... Nothing at the moment - the fridge is rather bare...I need to go shopping. We are out of bread, eggs, bacon - you know - the necessities.

I Am Wearing... a black shirt and camo jammie pants. A comfy outfit.

I Am Reading... re-reading some Elizabeth Gail books. They bring back a lot of memories.

I Am Hoping... Myles' other front tooth to come out! It is just barely hanging on.

I Am Hearing... Myles playing on the Wii and Terrance coaching him on how to fish.

Around The House... The ever-present laundry pile is growing. It would probably help if I did some of it.

One Of My Favorite Things... Snow days. I don't like the snow - but I do like staying home with the kids on days they are out of school.

A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week... Supposed to have a GNO dinner tonight - but not sure if we will have to re-schedule it or not...about half of us are unavailable and, since we don't get to get together very often, it's nice if we're all there.

Here Is A Picture Thought I Am Sharing With You... Or thoughts...

Snow...and Jordan's 13 year old pic

Myles toothlessness.

Lord, Give me patience...

2011-01-14T23:52:00.000-06:00

Let me just start with the basics...

Psalm 86:15

But You, O Lord, are a compassionate and merciful God.

You are patient and demonstrate great loyal love and faithfulness.

That is what I strive to be like as a parent...like God is with me - patient, compassionate and merciful.

Unfortunately - that is waaay far from what I actually am most of the time. Is it what I want?? Yes. Then why can't I seem to do it? Why do I find myself losing my temper or raising my voice to the kids?

I know it's because I'm not perfect - that Satan wants to feed off my frustrations and my anger - to attempt to wedge himself into my life and my family. I know that...but it doesn't make it any easier to deal with in the heat of the moment sometimes.

For starters, I just don't know if I'm ready to deal with my daughter being a teenager. Was I that difficult??? Surely not! ((but I surely was)) I just have this dreaded feeling that I'm not doing what I should be doing - or saying what I should be saying to raise her into the young woman I know she can be. I know some of this is paranoia talking - but I still worry!

Don't get me wrong - she is a great girl...sweet, funny, out-going. But, on the other hand - she has been showing some signs of changing from that little girl that (almost) always did what we asked - to a teenager that challenges e.v.e.r.y.t.h.i.n.g! Almost every request is followed by "why?" What happened to "sure, mom!"?? or "ok!"?? The attitude that sometimes slips off her tongue is somewhat shocking as well. I know that when I was that age, I thought I knew more than my mom too. I think we all do to some degree - but I have just hoped that my mother never thought I was disrespectful to her. I am just cringing at the thought. My mom and I are so close now (not that we weren't before, it's just really changed as I've become an adult) - I can't ever imagine speaking to her in a disrespectful way - even though I'm sure I did at some point or another.

I don't what to sound like I'm just dogging on Jordan - because I'm not. We have a lot of fun together and do a lot of laughing...it just seems like lately - we do a lot of arguing too. Terrance thinks it's because we are so alike that that is why we butt heads so often. That is probably true. I just don't want to see her make the same mistakes that I did when I was younger. Of course - making those mistakes is what has made me the woman I am today...but I'd like to think I would have turned out pretty ok without all the mistakes too.

I know I need to call out to God - to ask him for guidance and wisdom...

Proverbs 2. 6-9

For the Lord gives wisdom, and from His mouth comes knowledge and understanding. He stores up effective counsel for the upright, and is like a shield for those who live with integrity, to guard the paths of the righteous and to protect the way of his pious ones. Then you will understand righteousness and justice and equity - every good way.

I need to check my temper - before it gets the best of me. I was able to do that tonight - when she got a little much with the attitude - I was able to walk away until I was calmer. Then later - Myles asked her for some juice (I was already in bed...getting up at 4:30 am does that to me) and she ignored him and...well, I don't really know what happened since I was in bed - but the next thing you know - there's crying and (a lot! of)blood and he's missing a tooth. I just about completely lost it then...I will admit it.

I am trying to teach her about accountability. We talked this evening - after I got Myles calmed down and back in bed. I told her that she can't always blame things on other people - that listening to her...things are never her fault. It's always "they" or "her" or "he" that caused her to do whatever she did. I told her that she needs to accept what she's done - to acknowledge what she's done - and to ask for forgiveness and apologize for what she's done. Only then - will she start to make a change.

I see I need to do the same things in regards to my patience with them - especially with her as she enters these trying years. I need to pray more - before I lose my temper - ask God to help me with my patience and my self-control. I don't want to be one of those screamy/shouty mothers...but I do want to be heard without arguing all the time - and I do want respect from my kids. I can already see where her eye rolling and attitude is starting to rub off on Myles.

I know only God can change me - change her. I ask that He work in my life - through my life - to help me raise my children the right, godly way.

Isaiah 40.31

But those who wait for the Lord's help find renewed strength; they rise up as if they had eagles' wings, they run without growing weary, they walk without getting tired.

Getting Back Into the Swing Of Things...

2011-01-08T13:41:00.000-06:00

I have been so bad at blogging - it seems like all I ever do lately is huge recaps of what's been going on. Well, it seems like this one will be more of the same. Although I promise to try to keep more on top of things...

Thanksgiving was another Smith/Gray/Shepherd trip to Galinburg. It was a ton of fun - as usual. There was some brutal UNO games, horseback riding, hiking, eating (of course!) and family squabbles over who's turn it was to hold new baby Ethan - plus the obviously required trip to the hot tub.

Plus - dad took this wonderfully fabulous family pic of us all. ((there was a "proper" one of course, too - but this one says it all!))

Christmas came next - with all the hustle and bustle that comes along with it. It was a great time spent with family and friends.

Now that the holidays are over, I'm assuming life will slow down for a bit - until softball/baseball seasons start up again in the spring.

I am really ready for the weather to warm up a bit - don't really like freezing my tush off every time I go outside. But, I have decided to attempt the read-through-the-Bible-in-a-year thing one more time. :) I'm hoping these cold winter months will get me into a habit of reading so it won't be so hard in the spring when things get super-busy.

I guess that's it for now. Sometimes I wish I had some enlightening words or deep thoughts...but I guess today I'm just empty. I think I'll take a nap...

Daybook:::August 19, 2010

2010-08-19T15:33:00.001-05:00

Outside My Window... another hot day for Middle Tennessee. We had some relief yesterday, when some storms passed through. But - the clouds have parted and the heat is back!

I Am Thankful For... Mama Jean. I have said this before and I'll probably say it again - but she is the best best bestest babysitter EVAH!!! Today is Myles' last day with her before starting school tomorrow and she has taught him so much - not just schooling but everyday behavior. Oh...and my wonderful husband that is celebrating 16 years of marriage with me!!!

From The Kitchen... I really have no idea. Myles has a baseball game tonight at 6:45 so I'm torn on whether or not to feed us before we go sweat at the game.

I Am Wearing... A brown skirt and a green shirt. Thrilling...I know.

I Am Reading... I just finished another Nancy Drew book that I stole from Steph. Now, I am onto a book that I found in my cubby here at work called Fire & Ice - I've only read about a page, so we'll have to wait and see if it's any good.

I Am Hoping... For a good first full day of kindergarten tomorrow for Myles.

I Am Hearing... Not much. I just got off the phone with Terrance.

Around The House... Laundry needs to be done...badly.

One Of My Favorite Things... Seeing my kids play baseball/softball...they are doing so good and having so much fun. I love it!

A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week... Baseball tonight...baseball tomorrow night and then...DATE NIGHT!!

Here Is A Picture Thought I Am Sharing With You...

Married 16 Years!!!

Anniversary Flowers!!

First Day of School!

2010-08-16T17:21:00.001-05:00

New School

Today was the first day of kindergarten for Myles. It was just a half day phase-in day for him...but I was nervous for him nonetheless.

Waiting to go to class for the first time!

He had his kindergarten screening last Friday and - thankfully - the teacher that screened him is his teacher. So thankful that it was the one teacher he had actually met. Her name is Ms. Lombardi and she seems really nice (and young looking!!).

Screening day

It was a hard day for momma...I managed to keep it together until I left him in his classroom. Terrance had to laugh at me crying in the hallway.

Learning where our new class is

Waiting for him to come home seemed like an eternity! I didn't think 12:30 would ever get here. But, it finally did and pick-up at the school went smoothly.

He said he had a great time and is ready for Friday so he can go back. Just the words I was wanting to hear. :)

Catching Up ~ June 25, 2010

2010-06-25T22:33:00.002-05:00

So much has happened in the last 2 months...I almost don't even know where to start. I felt the need to do a little catching up on what all has been going on. When I last posted, we were getting ready to go on our beach vacation to Destin. We had such a fabulous time. I had scoured the almighty internet for different things for us to do while we were there. We ended up going to the Gulfarium, the Emerald Coast Science Center, a fantastic dolphin cruise, and the Gulf Breeze Zoo. There was also the beach - which we managed to spend several hours at each day.

The Beach!!

Dolphin Cruise

To cap off the trip...I made a little video. :)

When we came back, we were in full baseball mode with Myles. He had a game every Saturday during April and May. Their team did so good! We were so proud of the little ones - especially since several of them had never played before. The video I made for it is such a perfect representation of how each game went...non-stop action!

At the end of May, we got rain...lots and lots of rain. Nashville had a record breaking amount of rainfall over the first two days of June. Thankfully, our home - and the homes of our families were spared from the flood waters. Not everyone was so fortunate. There was widespread destruction. We were out of touch with my parents for almost a day when they lost phone and internet service. Their area of town was heavily affected. I was a nervous wreck...with flood waters creeping up on our back porch and the reports from the news...I was so glad when the rains finally stopped.

Because of all the rain, Jordan's first softball season got off to a late start. She did so good for her first season. She managed to hit a grand-slam home run and a double at her first game! She ended up playing lots of different positions: left field, right field, catcher and first base. She played the most at first and did a super job making some great plays. So proud of her!

We just celebrated Father's Day last Sunday. Terrance told me not to spend any money on a gift for him. I ended up only spending $1.29 to download a song from i-tunes and made him this...

Last, but certainly not least, Myles lost his first tooth yesterday!!

Friday Felicities:::April 9, 2010

2010-04-09T09:21:00.000-05:00

Things that make me happy:

One.More.Day.Until.Vacation!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Taking Jordan for her first pedicure last night.
An unbelievable teacher/friend Mama Jean that has been working with Jordan to get her back on track!
Jordan - realizing that everything doesn't have to be a fight/complaint/struggle.
A wonderful hubby that has stood strong during all the trials with Jordan and worked with me.
That same wonderful hubby that has planned said vacation!!!
Great parents that bring over gift cards for Cracker Barrel and Sonic before we leave. :)
Spring baseball for Myles - it has been unbelievably fun to watch him learn the game.
French-manicured toes and sparkly flops - enough said. :) :) :)

Daybook:::April 1, 2010

2010-04-01T10:29:00.003-05:00

Outside My Window... Oh.My.Word...it is soooooo gorgeous outside. It is supposed to get up to about 80* today and I am dying that I have to be inside for most of it. Thankfully though, I have a nice window to look out and gaze at the sunshine.

I Am Thankful For... My dad. He took Jordan on a trip this past weekend to the Creation Museum and had a little heart-to-heart with her about her recent actions. I can see the changes in her already. :) He has a way with her like no one else.

From The Kitchen... I really have no idea. Myles has a baseball practice at 5:00 tonight, so it will be late when we get home. Maybe I can get Terrance to pick up some pizzas or something quick.

I Am Wearing... Turquoise shirt and (shock!!) white capri pants with some fabulous blue sparkly flops. I have always been a bit paranoid about wearing white pants - but I have planned my lunch around them...chicken salad - it won't stain if I make a mess. lol

I Am Reading... Believe it or not, I am finally reading book 1 in the Nancy Drew series - The Secret of the Old Clock. Stephanie was a HUGE ND fan when we were younger and she has been after me to read them for years. I finally broke down...and it's not too bad. A little cheesy - but mindless fun reading.

I Am Hoping... For a cure for my friends' darling boy, for safe pregnancies for some friends, healing for a friends dad.

I Am Hearing... Angela typing on the computer next to me...it's verrrrrry quite in here today.

Around The House... I need to get started on my massive clean before our trip next weekend. I absolutely hate to come home to a dirty house even though I'm not a neat freak at all in my normal day-to-day life. Time to start mopping, dusting, and cleaning.

One Of My Favorite Things... The glorious sunshine!!! And...it's Easter weekend. Such a special day!

A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week... Myles has baseball practice tonight, some grocery shopping and laundry after work tomorrow, baseball game on Saturday, Easter service on Sunday. I can't wait!!

Here Is A Picture Thought I Am Sharing With You...

Catching Up

2010-03-04T17:21:00.005-06:00

So much has been going on these last few weeks, I feel like I needed to do a little blogging to catch up.

Myles has started his "official" baseball practice. He has been practicing with Terrance for a while now but had his first practice this past Monday night. And man!!...was it cold out there! Jordan and I about froze our buns off watching his practice. But, there was no way this mama was going to miss her baby's first practice. :)

Poor thing, he looked like a little lost sheep when he first walked out onto the field - but he quickly figured out what he was supposed to do. We know one of his coaches - Terrance used to work with him. The other two seem like great guys with a lot of patience for the little ones. They started off with a little stretching...

Followed by a little practice running around the bases and watching the coaches on when to stop and when to keep running...(Myles is the blur)

Followed by some batting practice...

They were so cute out there! I especially loved it when the coaches would tell them to stop - as in stop at that base - and they would just stop running...wherever they were. lol Too cute! He has another practice Saturday afternoon and are thrilled that the weather is supposed to be quite a bit warmer.

Jordan has also been signed up for spring softball - but her practices have not been set and we don't really have a schedule for her yet. But, she is ready to play! She really hasn't played much organized sports since she quit playing soccer a few years ago. It will do her good to get out and get playing with a team again.

This past Saturday night was our church's Valentino's. It is a dinner and variety-type show put on by the youth group. Technically, our church only has two high school aged kids - so they enlisted help from the four middle school kids, of which Jordan is one. They serve a dinner of lasagna and salad with tiramasu for dessert. After dinner, the kids put on a show. I was a little worried about the show this year, I admit. Only one of the kids had ever performed in the show before, so I was a little worried that they would be overwhelmed serving all the dinners and then performing in the show. Plus...I was on-hand for the practices and - to put it kindly - it was chaotic!! Also, Jordan's partner in both of their songs was gone for most of the final rehearsals the day of the show because she had a soccer game. But, she made it back in time and they totally surprised me and pulled it all together for the show. They all did a fabulous job! It was hilarious! Jordan's acting classes have obviously paid off. :) What a ham!
Finally, yesterday was my big post-op ear appointment where they were going to give me an audio test to determine how much hearing I had lost. On the good side, they said I had "considerable improvement" in the hearing in my right ear since the surgery. I am not to where I was before I started having all the problems - and probably never will be - but it is definitely better than where I was right before the surgery, since I was basically deaf in that ear. I apparently have an artificial bone in my ear...didn't know that...that they had to put in to replace one of the bones they removed. The doc said the hearing usually doesn't improve much once they put an artificial bone in - so he was pleased with my results.

On the bad side, my left ear drum has started to cave in some. I'm not sure what all that means at this point - but he said there is supposed to be some space between the bones of the middle ear and the drum and there isn't in my left ear. It is not completely caved in - just partially. It is something he said we are going definitely going to have to keep an eye on, along with the possiblity of cholesteotoma re-growth in my right ear. He said if it continues to cave in, he will either have to - possibly - put in some tubes or basically do the same surgery on the left side to rebuild the eardrum. Sounds fun...doesn't it?!? It looks like I will be dealing with this for the rest of my life.

But, all-in-all, I am thankful every day for the ability to hear. My doctor is great and has told me to contact him if there is any problems - basically telling me to never never ever go back to my regular doctor for anything concerning my ears. :) I can live with that.

Reviews:::A Wrinkle In Time, The Soloist & Switchback

2010-01-25T20:25:00.011-06:00

A Wrinkle In Time

Let me just start by saying I looooooove this book. This book is in my Top 5 favorite books. I read this book for the first time in 5th grade and have loved it ever since.

The movie, however, was not good. I would have just given it 1 star - but Jordan seemed to enjoy it - so I gave it 2. This movie just didn't seem to draw me in as the book did. The 3 women (Who, Which, and Whatsit) did not seem believable - especially Mrs. Who, played by Alfre Woodard. I know she is a good actress - but this was not her best work. I guess my main problem with this movie was that I had played and re-played this book over in my mind while reading it over the years - and the movie did not live up to my expectations at all.

With the help of a neighbor boy, Meg Murray and her brother, Charles Wallace go in search of their missing astrophysicist father. Along the way, they are helped by three celestial beings: Mrs. Who, Mrs. Which and Mrs. Whatsit. Meg is an insecure yet smart girl who has to save her family when the trio ends up on the strange planet of Camazotz and Charles Wallace falls under the spell of a strange, hypnotic power.

The Soloist

This movie was amazing. This is worth watching for the beautiful music alone - but Robert Downey Jr. and Jamie Foxx do an unbelievable job in this true life drama. I was watching this while at work - and I feel that if I had been at home, giving it 100% of my attention - I would have been in tears. Downey and Foxx's performances were so believable and touching.

Los Angeles newspaper writer Steve Lopez (Downey Jr.) meets Nathaniel Ayers (Foxx) living on the streets of L.A. and discovers an unbelievable musician hiding behind this broken, mentally ill man. The unique friendship that builds between the two transforms them both.

Switchback

This movie wasn't that bad...I just had this feeling the whole time that I had seen it before (which, since it was made in 1997 - is very possible). Dennis Quaid gives a decent performance as an FBI agent in search of the serial killer that kidnapped his son. As a Quaid fan, I enjoyed it - it just didn't have me biting my nails wondering what was going to happen next.

FBI agent Frank LaCrosse (Quaid) tracks a serial killer that has kidnapped his son to Texas - where he believes he has committed more murders. While he searches for his son, the murders become an issue in the local sheriff's election. Danny Glover and Jared Leto also star.

Daybook ~ January 22, 2010

2010-01-22T09:04:00.004-06:00

Outside My Window... Another cloudy/gloomy day in what has been a pretty cloudy/gloomy week. I need some sun!!

I Am Thankful For... Mama Jean and her decision to home school Jordan. She (Jordan) was really not wanting to go back to school after winter break - and we were all really struggling with the decision. I think we have made an excellent choice!!

From The Kitchen... Cheeseburger macaroni. Exciting - I know...but Jordan will eat it - even if I put ground turkey instead of ground beef. It's still good. :)

I Am Wearing... Brown (long) capri pants, a white/brown/aqua striped shirt and some brown flats.

I Am Reading... I have no idea of the title of the book I am reading now. My sister loaned it to me from someone who loaned it to her. Not sure what I think of it yet.

I Am Hoping... For 4:00 to come rather quickly today. I am ready for the weekend.

I Am Hearing... The hum of my wonderful cubby heater. It has been rather cold in the office the last month or so - so, I asked if they would buy me a small heater. I love it! It has been keeping my toes toasty warm. :)

Around The House... Not a lot of plans for this evening. I know I should probably go ahead and start the laundry pile tonight...but I probably won't.

One Of My Favorite Things...Did I mention my cubby heater?? It is wonderful. :)

A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week... Jordan has another agent audition tomorrow - her 2nd. I was supposed to go to a baby shower tomorrow - but the audition is at the same time - so I can't go. Hopefully, she will land an agent so she can start working!...oh...and that laundry pile I'm trying to ignore. :)

Here Is A Picture Thought I Am Sharing With You... No picture this time...I haven't taken any lately. :)

Review:::Taken

2010-01-09T09:07:00.005-06:00

I loved this movie! I had never actually heard of it. It was a suggested movie on Netflix and I thought I would give it a try. It is in the genre of an old Mel Gibson-type man-on-a-mission movie.

Liam Neeson plays Bryan Mills, an ex-spy who's daughter and friend goes missing while vacationing in Paris. The daughter (Maggie Grace) is taken by an Albanian group involved in human trafficking and her father is on a mission to find her. He is working against the clock and worried that he might be too late.

If you like action type movies - this is right up your alley. The violence was not over-the-top - a la Steven Seagal - but enough that was believable without getting into the gory. The language wasn't bad - I thought it would be much worse for this genre of movie - but I was surprised at the lack of cursing. There is no sex or nudity - even though the subject matter is human trafficking.

December/Christmas 2009

2009-12-26T15:36:00.005-06:00

December has been a pretty crazy month around our house. Lots of things to do - places to be - stuff like that. There was ear doctor check-ups for me...Jordan's birthday...orthodontist appointments...Christmas program practices for the kis...choir practices and her last program for Jordan...Christmas parties to attend...& shopping - lots of ((online!!)) shopping!
Among all the hustle and bustle of the season, Terrance and I were struggling with whether or not to pull Jordan out of her school and have her home schooled again. She has been asking for weeks to be home schooled again. At first, we just thought that she was just being kind of lazy and not wanting to do all the extra work that came with middle school. After talking to her at length about it, she told us that a girl at school - that she has had several previous encounters with this year so far - thought she was bi-sexual and had a crush on Jordan. This made her extremely uncomfortable ((which I could totally understand)). She normally loved to go to school every morning - but started dreading it. She would ask every night if she could stay home the next day. Terrance and I talked about it at length and decided that if we had the ability to pull her out and have her home schooled - why wouldn't we? There is no reason that she should be subjected to that level of discomfort every day.
Thankfully, Myles' babysitter, Mama Jean, agreed to home school her again. She had home schooled her from kindergarten until second grade and will do it again. We are so excited about it, as is Jordan. I know Myles will be ready to spend the days with Jordan again too. As soon as we told Jordan that we had decided to let her be home schooled again - it was like a weight had been lifted off her. She looked so relieved to not have to return after winter break. She was able to keep all of the workbooks from school that she had started - so Mama Jean will know excatly what all she has done.
With all of the stressing about Jordan's schooling - it's no wonder that I haven't really been in the Christmas "spirit". I'm not sure why, but it never really felt much like Christmas until yesterday (Christmas day). We had a great time yesterday though with the family. Christmas Eve was spent lazing around the house. It was really nice because I usually have to work on Christmas Eve - but because Christmas fell on Friday this year - and we usually got the day after off - we got the day before off. It was really nice to just lay around with nothing on the schedule until the Christmas Eve service at church that night. After the service, we went over to some friends house for our annual Christmas Eve get-together. On the way home, I remembered that 16 years ago - on Christmas Eve - Terrance picked me up from work and drove me down to the Opryland Hotel to look at their beautiful light display. While we were out looking at the gorgeous tree right out in front of the hotel - Terrance proposed to me. It sure doesn't seem like it has been that long ago. I guess that's a good sign. :)
Christmas day was spent opening gifts as a family. (Stockings were done on Christmas Eve...a new tradition we are trying out. Second year doing that.) We then headed over to Terrance's folks house for Christmas and breakfast with them before heading down to my folks' house for Christmas and dinner with my parents and Steph, Travis and the kids.
All in all, it was a great day. We had a blast hanging out and watching all the kids open their presents. I love the looks on their faces when they open something they're really excited about. Terrance got me the most comfortable pair of boots - cowboy boots, too!! - I really love them. He also surprised me with a mani/pedi gift certificate that I can't wait to use. :)

Here are just a few pics from our day:

Myles was sooooo excited to get another Clone Wars movie. lol He does wear clothes (as many people have wondered) but this is Christmas morning...and when you sleep in your underwear...you open presents in your underwear. :)

Jordan got a new (electric blue!) ipod. We debated about whether she was ready for the responsibility of an expensive gift (the dog ate the last one) and decided to give her another chance.

Probably my favorite gift I gave this year. Terrance is a huge watch freak. He loves watches! But, unfortunately, most of them need batteries - so I decided that this year...I was buying a watch that doesn't need batteries. I must be getting smarter in my old age. lol

My dad loves apricot nectar - so every year, Jordan gets him 2 cans for his stocking. Noelle decided she needed a pic with Grandpa and his nectar can. :)

Probably my favorite pic of the day. When I saw that Elizabeth had crawled up on the couch to lay with "Jorny" - I knew I had to take a pic.

Review:::Race To Witch Mountain & Orphan

2009-11-10T20:20:00.006-06:00

Race to Witch Mountain is a great family movie! I rented this for the kids - thinking Myles would like the car chases and Jordan would appreciate that it wasn't just a cartoon. What I didn't expect was that Terrance would be the one that was most "in to" the movie. lol! When I would try to say something to the kids, he would say, "Keep it down! I'm trying to watch the movie!" Love it!!

Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson plays a helpful cab driver that reluctantly helps two "kids" - that end up being adolescent aliens from another planet. This is a remake of the Disney classic Escape to Witch Mountain. I loved that the kids from the original movie, Kim Richards and Ike Eisenmann, are both featured in the movie. They portray the waitress and the sheriff of a small town.

Orphan had an ending that I was totally not expecting. For that...I really liked it. I love it when a suspense/horror/thriller type movie can actually surprise me. Orphan was more suspense/thriller than horror. I thought it moved a little slow at first - but I'm sure that was just meant to be build-up to the climax.

After the tragic death of their youngest child, Kate and John Coleman (Vera Farmiga and Peter Sarsgaard) decide to adopt a child. They choose 9-year old Esther from a local orphanage. It doesn't take long for Kate to see through Esther's angelic facade. When John brushes Kate's suspicions off as paranoid, Esther begins to wreak havoc on those around her.

Monday Reflection

2009-11-09T09:12:00.004-06:00

Church was good yesterday - the sermon really hit home in several areas. But, before the sermon, some of our music team got up to perform the offertory song.

Sometimes, it is hard to focus during the offertory...offering baskets being passed - kids dropping money in and getting so excited, etc. So, I am so glad I was tuned in enough yesterday to listen. They sang Press On - by Selah. I wish I could post a link to their actual singing - they did a phenomenal job! I know I've heard it before - but I don't think I've ever paid attention to the lyrics before now.

When the valley is deep

When the mountain is steep

When the body is weary

When we stumble and fall

When the choices are hard

When we're battered and scarred

When we've spent our resources

When we've given our all

Chorus:

In Jesus' name, we press on

Dear Lord, with the prize

Clear before our eyes

We find the strength to press on

In Jesus' name, we press on

Dear Lord, with the prize

Clear before our eyes

We find the strength to press on

To press on

I just really needed to hear that.

Friday Felicities ~ November 6, 2009

2009-11-06T09:52:00.003-06:00

Things that make me happy:

::: Friday's!!!

::: Being flu free in (what seems like) a sea of sickness

::: Recovering from ear surgery

::: Finally being able to sleep on my right side (since said ear surgery)

::: Thanksgiving month!! My favorite holiday

::: Hot and Spicy Chex Mix...yum.

::: A dear hubby that pulled in behind me today and offered to pump my gas...it was cold this morning. :)

Link up over at Becky's with things that make you happy.

Daybook ~ November 5, 2009

2009-11-05T14:49:00.005-06:00

Outside My Window... It is an absolutely beautiful day. And...it's supposed to be this beautiful all weekend!

I Am Thankful For... That the flu bug that is going around has (for the most part) left us alone. We had a small bout about a month ago - but have been very healthy since then.

From The Kitchen... Pizza tonight! I have this movie from Netflix. Jordan is very excited to watch it - so I think we will have an improptu movie night tonight.

I Am Wearing... A black skirt and multi-color shirt with my black boots. My feet don't exactly hurt...but my slippers and comfys are calling my name.

I Am Reading... Almost finished with The Last Word. I've really enjoyed it. I will have to get the rest of the series.

I Am Hoping... To just get through the rest of the week...this has been a long one. Not bad...just long.

I Am Hearing... Law & Order: Special Victims Unit...watching it through Netflix. Have I mentioned how much I love Netflix!! :)

Around The House... Hopefully, not much. I just want to relax and enjoy myself tonight.

One Of My Favorite Things... Fridays!! It really has been a long week.

A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week... I am "helping" to throw a baby shower tomorrow morning. Which means...I am bringing the flowers. Other than that - probably just tackling the laundry pile.

Here Is A Picture Thought I Am Sharing With You... Halloween pics from last week. Jordan was a punk rocker - and Myles is the Clone Trooper. Jordan went trick-or-treating with a friend from church - so Myles went with his bestest buddy...Andre - aka Wolverine. We had a good time.

Reviews ~ Blood Work & Donnie Darko

2009-10-29T19:43:00.007-05:00

I can't believe I've watched 2 Clint Eastwood movies in the last couple of months. Normally, I don't consider myself a big Clint Eastwood fan. The squinty eyes - the gruff voice...never was a Dirty Harry-type of gal. But, I liked Gran Torino - so I thought I would give this one a try.

This one wasn't bad...a little predictable. By about 1/3 to 1/2 the way through - I had figured out "whodunit". Eastwood plays a retired FBI director named Terry McCaleb who is forced into retirement after suffering a massive heart attack while chasing down a serial killer. He ends up needing a heart transplant. He is hired by Graciela Rivers (Wanda de Jesus) to find the murderer of her sister, who, coincidentally, is the donor of his heart. He soon discovers that the serial killer he was hunting before his surgery is behind the new murders.

If you're a Clint Eastwood fan, you'd probably like it. I didn't "hate" it - but I probably won't rush to watch it again.

Ok, this movie was a little weird. Apparently, it is quite the cult-classic - but I didn't really see what all the fuss was about. The language was pretty bad. A lot of useless cursing. The kids would cuss in front of the parents and they wouldn't say anything - and sometimes laughed. That was annoying.

Jake Gyllenhaal played Donnie Darko, a teen struggling with sleep-walking and visions of a 6-foot tall, doomsday prophesizing bunny. The bunny steers Donnie through his sleep-walking to commit crimes like vandalizing the school and burning down a house.

The movie has quite the all-star cast with Drew Barrymore, Noah Wyle, Patrick Swayze and Mary MacDonnell. But, even with all of that talent, it was still a weird movie. Again, nothing that I will be clamoring to watch again.

Daybook ~ October 28, 2009

2009-10-29T18:54:00.005-05:00

Outside my Window ... It's dark.

I am thankful for ... my dear hubby that was cleaning the kitchen and vacuuming when I got home from work. :) I'm so glad he's neater than I am. Not that I'm a slob...I'll just wait longer than he will.

From the kitchen ... Sloppy Joe's and fries tonight. Not very healthy - but good none the less.

I am wearing ... Green sweat pants and a blue shirt. I don't think I really match - but I'm comfy...and that's all that really matters.

I am reading ... The Last Word by Kathy Herman - I think it's part of a series - so I feel like I've missed something that happened in a previous book - but it's good and I hope to go back and read it.

I am hoping ... not for much. Just for my hearing to come back. :)

I am hearing ... Myles watching Monsters vs. Aliens. He really likes this movie.

Around the house ... Halloween is this weekend - so that's what we are preparing for. Hoping that it doesn't rain like it's planned to. I've rented some scary movies for me and Jordan to watch. She thinks she likes scary movies - but she's never really watched one - so I rented Poltergeist for her. I haven't seen it either - but imdb.com says that there is no nudity or cursing and that it is more suspensful than anything. Should be fun!

One of my favorite things ... picking up Myles every afternoon. He is always so excited to see me - and that just warms my heart.

A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week ... Just planning on Halloween-ing it and relaxing.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you ... Fall in Tennessee. The allergies might suck here - but the autumn's are beautiful.

After The Surgery...

2009-10-17T15:09:00.005-05:00

Well, I thought it was time for an update after my surgery. The official name for the surgery was a tympanic mastoidectomy. Yeah, I didn't like the sound of it either.

My surgery was on Monday, October 12th at 9:00 am. I wasn't too nervous going into it. I had my book of favorite verses on my bed and I just kept reading them over and over. The one I read the most was Joshua 1:9: "Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go." Every time I would read it, I could feel myself becoming calm.

The surgery ended up lasting about 6 hours. They had said that it would be anywhere from about 3 hours to as long as 8 hours. I guess it was right about in the middle.

As soon as I woke up, I puked. Not a fun feeling. I ended up throwing up about 3 times before I was allowed to leave the hospital...then I threw up again after we got home. Yuck! Apparently, when they work in your inner ear for hours on end - it can make you a little nauseous.

I have stiches inside my ear and behind it. It hurts. I feel dizzy and tired all the time. I have zero hearing on my right side now. I thought it was bad before - but I have realized that *anything* is better than nothing. It is a really weird feeling not to be able to hear anything. Terrance said the doctor told him that it could be this way for several months before the hearing starts to come back - and then it would only be back to about 45%. I guess if i get another surgery, it might come back to about 65%. Terrance is thinking that really isn't worth it. We'll have to see on that. I'm definitely not looking forward to another surgery.

I am starting to admit that all of this has gotten me kind of depressed. But, the depression is bothering me though. I try to be an upbeat-type of person. I'm kind of a "glass half-full" type of person. But, this has really knocked me down. It's been almost a week and my face is still a little swollen and the whole area around my ear is still really sore. And!...my ear sticks out! It is not cute at all! I know that sounds shallow - but I just think that on top of not being able to hear and being nauseous - it looks funny too. I hate that it is bothering me like this - but it really is. I thought it was annoying before how much I couldn't hear - but this is so much worse.

I guess I just need to give it time. Patience is something I need to work on. I know God has a plan for all of this...I just need to wait for His timing and not be so ready for "my" timing.

Daybook ~ October 8, 2009

2009-10-08T19:43:00.004-05:00

Outside my Window ... It's dark...night has fallen.

I am thankful for ... friends that have been so wonderful and praying for me for my upcoming surgery. I love you all!!

From the kitchen ... Well, I didn't cook dinner tonight...but I did start on dinner for tomorrow night. We are having a yummy roast with carrots and potatoes! I just hope I have an appetite for it.

I am wearing ... Jammie pants and a tank top...I am so ready for bed.

I am reading ... The Knight by Steven James. I'm only a few chapters in...but it looks really good.

I am hoping ... To just survive this weekend. It's going to be crazy.

I am hearing ... Not a thing. Everyone is in bed and the tv is off!

Around the house ... I've been getting ready for Myles' first birthday party...not to confuse the facts...he is 5 years old. This is just his first "friend" party. I've been stuffing the pinata...stuffing goody bags...making sure I haven't forgotten anything - which I'm sure I have.

One of my favorite things ... Diet Dr. Thunder...I am slightly addicted to it. Mommy gets very crabby if she runs out! lol

A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week ... I have my pre-op appointment at the hospital tomorrow morning, then taking Jordan to work with me so I can put her to work on my filing (lol!), Jordan has acting class on Saturday morning, Myles' friend party on Saturday afternoon, church Sunday morning, family b-day on Sunday afternoon, CRASH Sunday night - surgery on Monday...

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you ... Myles and Mama Jean made his birthday cookie today. A few days late since he's been sick...

Invaded By Sickness

2009-10-07T11:15:00.006-05:00

Sickness has set in at our house in a major way. Jordan started with a sore throat and chills Saturday night. By Sunday night, her fever was up to 103.1. That is really high. She was listless and chilling. I called the doctor and they told me to alternate Tylenol and Motrin (ibuprofen) every 3 hours. Tylenol alone was just not bringing it down.

Look at those eyes...she is sick. :(

Finally, her fever started coming down - but today (Wednesday) is the first day that she has woken up without a fever. Yeah!! Myles and I both started running fevers Monday night. Mine was up to 102.9 yesterday. I was freezing cold at times - then burning up an few hours later. It was making me crazy!

Myles and I both still had fevers this morning when we woke up - but they have since gone away. Hopefully, they will stay gone. I can live with the coughing - but the fever is wearing me out. That, and the fact that none of us has had much of an appetite...poor Terrance is starving since no one is fixing any food. :)

I finally got Myles to take a nap yesterday. If the floor is where he chooses to sleep - then that is ok with me.

More Than You Ever Wanted To Know About Cholesteatoma

2009-09-29T13:25:00.005-05:00

Apparently I have a cholesteatoma. Yeah...I didn't know what that was either. It sounded like a cross between cancer and high cholesterol. I had never heard of it.
I have been experiencing a "plugged" feeling in my ears for about 6+ months. I have been to my regular doctor 3 times about this and never got anything more than ear drops. I tried to tell them that I thought it was more than just an infection...that something else was going on. I finally asked for a referral to an ENT. I had to go back the third time before they actually got one for me. Kind of frustrating. I haven't had any pain with it - just a loss of hearing...which in my case is not good. I have had chronic ear infections since I was small. There was a long break between junior high and into my mid to late 20's where I didn't have hardly any, but when Myles was born in 2004, I started having them fairly regularly again...like 2 or 3 a year.
My appointment with the ENT was Friday and immediately upon looking in my ear, he told me I have a cholesteatoma. He said, "I'll get you a pamphlet on it." So most of what I have learned has come from this pamphlet and the all-mighty Internet.

A cholesteatoma is defined as an abnormal skin growth in the middle ear behind the eardrum. Repeated infections and/or a tear or retraction of the eardrum can cause the skin to toughen and form an expanding sac. Cholesteatomas often develop as cysts or pouches that shed layers of old skin, which build up inside the middle ear. (((yuck, I know))) Over time, the cholesteatoma can increase in size and destroy the surrounding delicate bones of the middle ear. Hearing loss (got it), dizziness (got that too!), and facial muscle paralysis are rare, but can result from continued cholesteatoma growth.

Cholesteatomas usually occur because of poor eustachian tube function as well as infection in the middle ear. The eustachian tube conveys air from the back of the nose into the middle ear to equalize ear pressure ("clear the ears"). When the eustachian tubes work poorly, the air in the middle ear is absorbed by the body, creating a partial vacuum in the ear. The vacuum pressure sucks in a pouch or sac by stretching the eardrum, especially areas weakened by previous infections. This can develop into a sac and become a cholesteatoma.

A large or complicated cholesteatoma usually requires surgical treatment to protect the patient (me!!) from serious complications. Surgery is performed under general anesthesia in most cases. The primary purpose of surgery is to remove the cholesteatoma so that the ear will dry and the infection will be eliminated. Hearing preservation or restoration is the second goal of surgery. In cases of severe ear destruction, reconstruction may not be possible. Reconstruction of the middle ear is not always possible in one operation; therefore, a second operation may be performed 6-12 months later. The second operation will attempt to restore hearing and, at the same time, allow the surgeon to inspect the middle ear space and mastoid for residual cholesteatoma.

Cholesteatoma is considered a "serious but treatable ear condition". A cholesteatoma should never be ignored. Bone erosion can cause the infection to spread into the surrounding areas, including the inner ear and brain. If untreated, deafness, brain abscess, meningitis, and, rarely, death can occur.

info from American Academy of Otolaryngology

So, now that I've spelled out more than anyone should ever know about cholesteatomas...I must say I'm glad I went and had it looked at and pressed for the referral to the ENT. There is no telling how bad it could have been if I had put it off.
I have to keep my mind positive and not dwell on all the insecurities and fears that are flooding my system right now. I have to keep reminding myself of two of my favorite verses...

Have I not commanded you?

Be strong and courageous!
Do not tremble or be dismayed,

for the Lord your God is with you

wherever you go.

Joshua 1:9

I can do all things through Him who strengthens me.

Philippians 4:13

Review ~ Fireproof

2009-09-24T12:17:00.004-05:00

This movie was amazing! I recommend this movie to ANY married couple. I wanted to watch this with my hubby...and I was sure I was going to have to pull teeth to get him to watch it...no gunfights, no car chases...a movie about marriage??...I didn't think I had a chance! God was definitely on my side when I asked him to watch it. He agreed! and...he liked it!

Fireproof really struck home to us in a lot of ways. I could see us in the situations in the movie. I cried (and cried and cried!)...like 4 times!! I think it opened our eyes to a lot of things. Maybe we should watch it a few more times... :)

Synopsis:

Capt. Caleb Holt (played by Kirk Cameron), a dedicated firefighter whose marriage to his wife, Catherine, has taken a severe turn for the worse and is about to end in divorce. Just when hope seems to be running out, Holt's Christian father intervenes, challenging the couple to a 40-day experiment that he hopes will renew their love for each other -- and for God.

Daybook ~ September 24, 2009

2009-09-24T11:43:00.006-05:00

Outside my Window ... It's starting to cloud up to what will probably turn into rain...but - it's kind of sunny now, and since it has rained every day for about 2 weeks - I've very excited about the sun.

I am thankful for ... my hubby, Terrance, who has agreed to take on some roles around the homestead so I can get a much-needed break...I need some sane days.

From the kitchen ... I think we are having Zaxby's tonight. Yum!

I am wearing ... a black skirt and a blue shirt...I look like a bruise. lol But, I love this shirt - it's a great blue color. It matches the blue streaks in my hair that I'm sporting today. :)

I am reading ... Finally finished the book that took me FOREVER to read...now I am on to Parenting Today's Adolescent...and Just Take My Heart. One for need...one for fun.

I am hoping ... To get my filthy house cleaned this weekend - but will all that's going on: 1)Jordan's acting class, 2) taking food to the Smith's, 3) missions conference at church...I'm not sure when I will get it done...the next few weeks don't look any better.

I am hearing ... not much...it's lunch time at the office and it's really quiet here.

Around the house ... not much happening other than the usual busy-ness. It doesn't seem like we are there much lately other than to sleep.

One of my favorite things ... Hulu...I am loving it! We all know that mom get's the last pick when it comes to tv watching - and now I don't have to miss anything. :)

A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week ... Jordan has choir practice tonight that may or may not be interrupted by a trip to the orthodontist for a painful spring incident. Tomorrow, I have an appointment with the ENT to see what is going on with my ears. Hopefully, I will get some answers.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you ... A certain 4 year old is turning 5 in about a week and a half...and he is very specific on what kind of birthday party he wants:

Friday Felicities

2009-09-11T11:48:00.004-05:00

Things that make me happy:

Friday...the week is over...this had not been a good week for our family...injuries - burns - sickness.
That Myles was not hurt more seriously when he was burned.
Anniversary at work...been here 11 years!

Short list this week...Been a hard week...

Link up over at Becky's

When Someone Hurts Your Child

2009-09-08T20:26:00.005-05:00

What do you do when someone hurts your child...physically, emotionally, mentally, etc? As a parent, I find this one of the hardest questions to answer. My gut instinct is to hurt that person back...my head tells me to calm down!

Let me back up and relate what happened...

Jordan has had issues with a girl from school. This is the same girl that took her cell phone a few weeks back and started all the lying and covering up issues. That time - it was an emotional hurt. The girl hurt Jordan's feelings and disrespected her. This time she physically hurt her. Jordan had borrowed the girls coat this morning because she was cold. By lunch time, she no longer needed it and she attempted to give it back. The girl threw it back at Jordan's feet and yelled at her to hang onto it - that she didn't want it back right then. Jordan picked up the jacket and went on to her next class. As she was waiting by her class for the teacher to arrive, this girl came up and yanked the jacket from her arms...hard enough to leave abrasions and burn-like marks on her arm from the jacket zipper. Her arm immediately started swelling and Jordan went to the nurse and called me.

What do you do in these situations??? Terrance and I had both warned her about this girl after the first incident. We had told her that this girl might not be a true friend to her...that she might not have Jordan's best interests in mind. But Jordan kept hanging out with her...

I know that sometimes you have to let your kids make their own mistakes...that sometimes getting hurt is the only way to learn...but that is so hard to watch as a parent. Watching her get hurt is excruciating! It's one thing to make the mistake yourself...it's another to sit here and watch her through this. It hurts my heart as her mother to see her in pain...physically and/or emotionally. It hurts to see her not wanting to go to school tomorrow because she will have to face this girl...at school and on the bus. Jordan hates confrontation...she always has. She is the girl that cried on the soccer field when she accidentaly kicked the ball and it hit another girl in the head...super-sensitive, caring, non-confrontational.

I learned this verse last year in bible study and it has become a rock for me. I read it to Jordan and told her to just trust in Him...He is with her wherever she goes...let it be the same rock to her as it has become for me.

Joshua 1:9

"Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous! Do not tremble or be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go."

Review ~ Quarantine

2009-09-07T19:09:00.004-05:00

I really enjoyed this movie - I must say that first of all. I love scary movies! I know I've said this before...but I like scary movies...not gross movies. I love a movie that keeps you on the edge of your seat - that keeps you wondering what is coming next...what is around the next corner...and this is one of those movies.

Synopsis:
While on assignment shadowing LA firemen, newscaster Angela Vidal (Jennifer Carpenter) and her cameraman (Steve Harris) ride along to what is supposed to be a routine 911 call to an apartment building. After their arrival, the police and CDC officials quarantine the building trapping all inside. Phones, televisions, cell phones and electricity are all turned off...leaving them in the dark with...something.

This is a POV movie - meaning the movie is shot from the point-of-view of one of the characters. 2007's Cloverfield was shot the same way - but I didn't care for that movie at all. The acting in Quarantine was excellent. Their emotions and fears practically leapt from the screen - pulling me in. I actually jumped a few times - and I can't remember the last movie that made me do that.

Friday Felicities ~ September 4, 2009

2009-09-04T08:39:00.003-05:00

Things that make me happy:

I know I've mentioned this before...but...JORDAN MADE THE CHOIR!!! :)
Getting back on track with things - like working out...yuck...but sticking to it.
Bible study is starting back next week. I have missed my BSG (Bible Study Gals).
3 1/2 day weekend. Leaving at lunch time today. I love long weekends.
House...Season 5...on DVD...from Netflix. I.am.so.excited. :)
Hearing how God is working through friends and family's lives.
Myles' new Spongebob Squarepants crocs...they were like a beacon through the fog this morning when I was waving good-bye to him. lol

Link up over at Becky's...

Recent Events

2009-09-03T10:16:00.005-05:00

Just a few events that have happened around here lately worth mentioning:

Jordan made the middle school choir!!!!! I am so unbelievably proud of her. :)
Our 3rd annual family trip to the Wilson Co. Fair...I made a video...and it's pretty darn cute if I say so myself. lol

Recent Happenings

2009-09-01T11:26:00.000-05:00

A couple of recent happenings to share:

Jordan made the choir!!!!!! I am so unbelievably proud of her!!!

Our recent trip to the Wilson Co. Fair. I made it into a video...of which I am pretty darn proud. ;)

Friday Felicities ~ August 28, 2009

2009-08-28T08:51:00.004-05:00

Things that make me happy...

A trip to the Wilson Co. Fair tomorrow.
Fishing/throwing rocks at the lake by our house.
God's grace and patience...it gets me through EVERY day.
Jordan trying out for choir and her sharing her beautiful voice with others.
Labor Day next weekend!!...I love having a 3-day weekend to look forward to. :)

Link up over at Becky's with things that make you happy...

Review ~ The Last House on The Left

2009-08-27T09:40:00.006-05:00

Ok, as much as I like scary movies...I was not a big fan of this one. This is a Wes Craven remake of his own 1972 movie...which I have not seen. For some reason - some directors/producers/writers believe there has to be lots of boobs for a movie to be scary. I cannot tell you how many scary movies I have tried to watch with just nonsense nudity in them. "IT'S NOT NECESSARY!", I want to scream to them! It's just stupid...and for that reason alone - it lost a star. Another reason was the rape scene...not a fan!! I know it happens - and it accurately depicts what evil things bad people do...but that doesn't mean I want to watch it....you lost another star. I did like the fact that the good guys prevail. I watched another thriller-type movie a while back and all the good guys died...what kind of movie is that?? Who wants the bad guys to win?? This wasn't the worse movie I've ever seen...but I won't watch it again. And...it wasn't scary. For some reason...I thought scary movies were supposed to be, um...scary?

Synopsis:
John & Emma Collingwood are on vacation at their lakeshore house when, by a bizarre twist of fate, they give shelter to the sociopaths who have just assaulted and nearly killed their daughter. Upon discovering the truth, they exact a chilling revenge on her attackers...

Review ~ The Uninvited

2009-08-24T08:19:00.006-05:00

This movie - rated PG-13 and released on January 30, 2009, was very good, in my opinion. I must preface this with the fact that I "love" scary, suspensful, thriller-type movies. This one wasn't too scary - but very suspensful and had an ending I just wasn't expecting...another huge plus for me.

Basically a film of unknown stars - I only recognized David Strathairn, who played the father - it was well acted. It wasn't cheesy like many "scary" movies tend to be. They managed to keep me waiting to see what would happen and rooting for the underdog.

Anna (Emily Browning) is commited to a mental institution after an attempted suicide following her mother's tragic death. When she is released, she learns her father is planning on marrying the woman who was her mother's nurse, Rachael (Elizabeth Banks). Rachael seems to not have the best intentions and seems to be hiding something. Anna begins seeing her mother's ghost - and Anna concludes that it was not just an accident...that she was murdered.

Friday Felicities ~ August 21, 2009

2009-08-21T08:55:00.004-05:00

Things that make me happy:

Fridays!!!
My new 'puter at home...it's like a space ship!! It's so cool! :)
Going out with friends tonight to celebrate a birthday.
Celebrating our 15th wedding anniversary this week!!
Children that are willing to learn from their mistakes.
Remembering that God is in control!

Link up over at Becky's with things that make you happy!

Disappointment in our Kids

2009-08-20T11:40:00.003-05:00

What do you do when your child disappoints you?

We caught Jordan in a lie yesterday. Not just any lie - but a lie that had been compounded by lie after lie after lie. I was so sad when the truth finally came out. I was/am so disappointed in her.

I remember when I was growing up that it was one thing to make my parents upset but I never wanted them to be disappointed in me. That hurt me more than anything.

The incident with Jordan was all centered around her cell phone. I debated for months whether or not she was ready for a cell phone. I wasn't sure that she was ready for that extra responsibility. We dropped our house phone a while back to save money...and the fact that no one ever called us on it - so we knew if Jordan was going to ride the bus and be home alone - then she would need a way of contacting us to let us know she was home safe and if she needed anything.

Apparently, one of her friends wanted to "see" her phone on Tuesday afternoon - but when Jordan got ready to get off the bus, she wouldn't give it back. Now, Jordan has always been one of those children that can "make friends with a lamp post" (as I like to say). She's very friendly and she doesn't want to make anyone mad. So, I'm sure she didn't want to make a scene with this girl. But, from the minute she stepped off the bus without her phone...she began to lie about it - saying she had left it at school in her locker.

Well, last night I learned that was a lie when I was checking her phone and saw that there were texts made when it was "supposedly" left at school in her locker. She finally came clean and told us what happened.

I told her that little girl was NOT her friend. Friends don't take things from you and refuse to give them back. This, hopefully, will be a huge lesson for her to show that you can't trust everyone...that not everyone has your best interests at heart.

I don't expect Jordan to be perfect. I wasn't and it's not fair of me to expect it of her.

"for ALL have sinned and fall short of the glory of God." ~ Romans 3:23

But, this is the first time she has just out-and-out lied...over and over...trying to cover her tracks, and that just breaks my heart. I want to be able to trust her - to count on her...but she has broken that trust and will have to earn it back.

Parenting is just getting harder and harder as she gets older. Wanting to trust her and treat her like the young lady that she is becoming, and not like the child that she was...trying to show her the right paths to follow - yet, feeling like a failure when she let's me down.

Friday Felicities ~ August 14, 2009

2009-08-14T13:49:00.004-05:00

Things that make me happy...

Getting off early on Friday...of course, I had to go in at 4:45 to make that happen...but, oh well.
Being home the last 2 days when Jordan gets off the bus.
Accepting the fact that my baby girl is growing up and going to her first dance.
Relaxing on the couch while Myles "rests" beside me. ((that is said in quotes because that is what he is supposed to be doing...not what he's actually doing))
Netflix...I love getting movies for everyone!! Scary/thrillers for me, family ones for the kids, and shoot-'em-up/actions for Terrance.

Link up over at Becky's...

14 Years Ago

2009-08-09T22:15:00.004-05:00

14 years ago today, Terrance and I had our first child, Dasya Kaitlin Gray. She died at birth becasue of a condition known as acrania. It is a fatal condition that is just a fluke thing that happens. Today would have been her 14th birthday. I was talking with Jordan about a month ago and she was telling me about the neighbor girl that is starting 9th grade this year, high school. I got to thinking that Dasya would have been going into 9th grade this year too.

A high-schooler!! I can't believe that she would have been that old! It's hard to imagine what life would have been like if she had lived. I know for sure it would make the issues I'm having with Jordan seem easier - because I would have gone through them already with Dasya.

I take comfort in the fact that she is in heaven with the Lord and I will see her again someday - healthy and whole.

We miss you baby-girl! Happy Birthday!!

Review ~ Gran Torino & West Wing Seasons 1-7

2009-08-02T16:40:00.009-05:00

Terrance suggested that I start reviewing the movies that I watch on here...since I watch so many movies. I thought that it sounded like a good idea...we'll see. lol

Last night I watched Gran Torino, directed by and starring Clint Eastwood. It was released in January 2009. I must admit that I didn't think I was going to like it. I really rented it for Terrance - but ended up watching by myself. I've never been a big Clint Eastwood fan. The gravly voice, the grumpy sneer...never really liked his movies. This is the first one I've watched in a long time. I was very impressed with it.

Clint Eastwood plays Walt Kowalski, a recent widower and Korean war veteran. He is a grumpy, tired, racist old man that doesn't get along with his family, priest or neighbors. When his Hmong neighbor, Thao, tries to steal his mint condition '72 Gran Torino under the pressure of the neighborhood gang, Walt sets out to make a difference.

At first, I didn't think I was going to like Eastwood's character. His racist comments were annoying - yet as the movie wore on - he became endearing. Sue, Thao's sister, really breaks through to Walt and gets him to start caring about other people again. The local priest, with his doggedness, finally makes some headway with the closed-minded Walt. As the tension between Walt and the gangsters reaches a point where they attack the innocent, Walt decides to make the ultimate decision.

I have been watching these, borrowed from my sister for the past couple of months. I resisted watching this series for years! A series about a bunch of Democrats?!?! Why would I want to watch that?? I'm not going to agree with a thing they say, I thought. I.Loved.It! I loved everything about it...I wish it was still on the air it was so good.

The West Wing aired from 1999-2006 and starred such actors as Martin Sheen, Allison Janney, Bradley Whitford, John Spencer, Stockard Channing and Rob Lowe. It chronicled the two terms of President Josiah Bartlett (Sheen) and his West Wing staff.

I liked it because, although I did disagree with a lot of their political views, such as abortion and their health care positions - I liked their passion in which they worked. They had such love for their country and their president. Emily Proctor, who played Republican lawer Ainsley Hayes, had the best line, in my opinion..."Say they're smug and superior. Say their approach to public policy makes you want to tear your hair out. Say they like high taxes and spending your money. Say they want to take your guns and open your borders, but don't call them worthless. At least don't do it in front of me. The people that I have met have been extraordinarily qualified, their intent is good. Their commitment is true, they are righteous, and they are patriots. And I'm their lawyer."

I found myself loving these characters. On more than one occasion, I found myself in tears because of what was happening to these fictional people. When John Spencer's character, Leo McGarry, died (because Spencer actually died)...and I knew it was going to happen - I was sad. I rooted for their relationships, was sad when they had bad days, and laughed at their goofs.

What a great show. I'm only sorry it took me so long to watch it.

Mindless Fact Monday ~ July 27, 2009

2009-07-26T20:10:00.006-05:00

~ The longest Hollywood kiss was from the 1941 movie "You're in the Army Now". It lasted 3 minutes and 5 seconds.

~ The world camel population is over 19 million.

~ Belle from "Beauty and the Beast" makes a cameo appearance in Disney's "Hunchback of Notre Dame". In the same scene - a sharp-eyed viewer can spot The Lion King's Pumbaa being carried by two men with a pole and a street merchant shaking out the magic carpet from Aladdin.

~ In 1992, five cows were killed in drive-by shootings in Clay County, Missouri.

~ A person uses approximately 57 sheets of toilet paper per day.

~ Maine is the toothpick capital of the world.

~ On average, 100 people choke to death on ballpoint pens every year.

~ The symbol on the "pound" key (#) is called an octothorpe.

~ Each king in a deck of playing cards represents a great king from history: Spades - King David, Hearts - Charlemagne, Clubs - Alexander the Great, Diamonds - Julius Caesar.

~ Half of all Americans live within 50 miles of their birthplace.

Daybook ~ July 23, 2009

2009-07-23T08:51:00.004-05:00

Outside my Window ... A beautiful summer day. It's supposed to be in the mid-80's today - perfect weather. :)

I am thankful for ... my job/boss - and that they let me work nights when my sitter is out of town so 1) I don't have to use up my vacation time and 2) I don't have to try to find someone else to watch them.

From the kitchen ... I haven't cooked anything all week other than a package of cinnamon rolls since I am working nights....it's kind of nice.

I am wearing ... Jammie pants and one of Terrance's t-shirts...I haven't been up too long.

I am reading ... I'm just not even going to answer this question any more until I finish the book I've been on FOREVER!! lol

I am hoping ... To go to the Splash Park today with Steph and all the kids. I've been wanting to go - just haven't made it there.

I am hearing ... The Little Einsteins - Myles is watching. I still really like that show.

Around the house ... We moved the large bookshelf from the bedroom to the living room. We didn't have enough room on the little 2-shelf one for all our movies and it was just junky-looking all the time. Of course, I don't have room for all my books now...but no one sees that mess. lol The large one now has all the movies (except for Terrance's Steven Seagal collection that he keeps upstairs) and the Wii remotes and Myles' toy buckets are on the bottom shelf. It looks much better.

One of my favorite things ... Hanging out with my kids...doing fun stuff like we've been doing this week. I know that's not possible all the time since I work - so I am really trying to enjoy this week.

A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week ... Jordan and I are leaving for a girls weekend tomorrow in Cookeville, Myles is going to Grandpa and Grandma's and Terrance is going camping....I know - I can't believe that last one either. :)

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you ... From our Week o' Fun...

Mindless Fact Monday ~ July 20, 2009

2009-07-20T14:09:00.005-05:00

~ Florida has twice as many lightning injuries and death than any other state.

~ There is a Nike commercial that was shot in Kenya with Samburu tribesmen speaking in their native language Maa. The slogan "Just Do It" appears while the tribesman is talking. In reality, he was saying, "I don't want these. Give me big shoes."

~ A sneeze travels out your mouth at over 100 m.p.h.

~ 315 entries in Webster's 1996 dictionary were misspelled.

~ A dime has 118 ridges around the edge.

~ Macadamia nuts are not sold in their shells because it takes 300 pounds per square inch of pressure to break the shell.

~ Cubic Zirconia is 55% heavier than diamonds.

~ Mosquitoes are attracted to the color blue twice as much as to any other color.

~ The first toilet being flushed in a motion picture was in the movie "Psycho".

~ Painting a house yellow, or having yellow trim, helps a house sell faster.

Friday Felicities ~ July 17, 2009

2009-07-17T06:20:00.006-05:00

Things that make me happy:

Harry Potter tomorrow!!!
Only 4 more days until my birthday!!
Working nights next week (ok - I can see how some people wouldn't think that would make me happy - but I get to spend all day - every day - with my kids...something I don't normally get to do...as a workin' gal, you know.)
Going on a girls weekend next weekend - just me and Jordan.
This video...of which Myles is Oh.So.Proud!!

Link up over at Becky's with things that make you happy!

Daybook ~ July 16, 2009

2009-07-16T15:37:00.005-05:00

Outside my Window ... A cloudy day. It keeps saying it's going to rain - but so far it hasn't...I am prepared though - my windows are up...which pretty much guarantees it *not* raining.

I am thankful for ... my parents - they are sending me and Jordan on a girls weekend next weekend. We are going to have a "Passport to Purity" weekend. I thought it was something we needed to do since there will be a lot of new issues coming up this year as she starts middle school.

From the kitchen ... I am thinking about sausage pasta alfredo tonight...either that or lasagna. Apparently, I am in an Italian mood.

I am wearing ... A multi-print skirt that I got for my birthday last year and a red shirt - that I just noticed this morning that they match.

I am reading ... the book that never ends...I don't think I'll ever get through it - it's not boring at all, I actually like it - I just need to finish it. I have about 473 more books to read.

I am hoping ... to have a great time next week when I am working nights. I'll get to spend all day every day with the kids.

I am hearing ... The West Wing Season 6. I am really liking this show!! Can you believe it!

Around the house ... I need to do a major house clean. Clean the carpets - scrub the kitchen floor - actually move the refrigerator...stuff like that. We'll have to see if I actually do it though.

One of my favorite things ... leaving at 4:00. I love that I can leave early - pick up the kids and still have several hours with them in the evenings. I would hate to get home and have to feed them and put them straight to bed.

A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week ... HARRY POTTER ON SATURDAY!!!! Ok, I am just a little excited about that. :)

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you ... This is a pic my dad took this week while he was out. If you haven't checked out his site...you need to - he takes beautiful pictures.

Mindless Fact ~ July 13, 2009

2009-07-13T18:23:00.006-05:00

~ San Francisco cable cars are the only mobile national monuments.

~ The winter of 1932 was so cold that Niagra Falls froze completely solid.

~ There are over 50 different kinds of kangaroos.

~ Great Britian was the first country to issue postage stamps on May 1, 1840. It was named the "Penny Black" to attempt to fix their system of paid postage. Before the stamp, there was not a standard rate for postage and could cost up to a day's wage. Since all mail was sent collect, most mail was returned unopened.

~ If you place a tiny amount of liquor on a scorpion, it will instantly go mad and sting itself to death.

~ On average, an American eats 140 pounds of potatoes annually.

~ Fires generally move faster uphill than downhill.

~ The second best selling toy of all time is Jenga, a Swahili word meaning "to build".

~ Cleopatra married two of her brothers.

~ Donald Duck comics were banned in Finland because he doesn't wear pants.

Friday Felicities ~ July 10, 2009

2009-07-10T18:39:00.005-05:00

Things that make me happy:

My friend had her cancer check-up today and got a clean bill of health!! Yipee!!
An evening out with my hubby tomorrow night sans kids. :)
Wonderful parents that are willing to watch the kids so we can go out.
That my cold is seemingly leaving as quickly as it came.
Sister's that know all the right books to suggest.

Link up over at Becky's with things that make you happy.

Celebrities...and Your Perception of Them

2009-07-05T17:57:00.006-05:00

Terrance and I were listening to a sports talk radio show on the way home from mom and dad's this afternoon. With the recent death of Steve McNair, of course talk was about him and the recent unfolding news of the drama around his murder. Apparently, as of the latest reports, he was shot 4 times and the woman with him, Sahel Kazemi, had one gunshot to the head, with the gun nearby. It sounds like a murder-suicide. It also seems, from reports, that he was having an affair with this girl...and she was just a girl...only 20 years old - to his 36.

The topic of the radio show was whether or not our perception of celebrities should change when we find out things about them that are unflattering. Of course, Terrance and I disagreed. :) He thought that it shouldn't...I thought that it should.

In my opinion, their private life - as much as they would like it to be private - is public. That is part of the package when you are a public figure. I don't think they should be held to any higher standard than other people...but I do think that your actions are going to affect how people think about you.

As I have gotten older, a public figures private life plays a big part of whether or not I like them. I have gotten past liking actors or sports figures simply because they are good at their craft. Take for instance Angelina Jolie. She once told a reporter, "I will never sleep with a married man, I'll never lie and I'll never sit back and do nothing." Well, we all know how that turned out...she did sleep with a married man - and I lost a lot of respect for her in doing that. Not that Brad Pitt was blameless - he is just as much at fault - and I've lost respect for him too.

Now that I am older - if a celebrity or sports figure does something I don't like in their personal life...I have no problem with saying that I don't like them - or not watching their movies - or buying their songs - or rooting for them. Some people think that their personal life doesn't have any impact on their skill or profession...it might not - but it doesn't make me have to like them either.

Pacman Jones was big news here in Nashville during all his legal problems. I wasn't a big fan of his anyway - but the constant trouble that he got himself in was tiring. Terrance said that a lot of his problems was because he was a poor boy from the 'hood that was given a ton of money and doesn't know how to act with it. I disagreed (((we do that a lot...keeps it spicy!!))). I told him that Pacman isn't stupid. He knows the difference between right and wrong - he knows that there are things he shouldn't be doing...he just didn't care - thought he wouldn't get caught - and let himself run around with a bad crowd. Those were his decisions - no one forced him into those situations...he did it to himself. And I can't respect a football player - no matter how talented he is - if he's not smart enough to own up to his mistakes and try to better himself.

Part of what the sportscaster we were listening to kept saying was "We shouldn't blame Steve McNair for one mistake"..."we shouldn't let one mistake ruin how we think of him"...Let me just say...One mistake did not get Steve McNair killed...about 100 did. It was mistake after mistake after mistake that led to his death. It was getting involved with that girl...it was owning a car with her...it was renting a home with her...it was disrespecting his wife...it was...on and on and on... He got himself to that point all by himself. Does that change that he was a great football player? No. Does that change that he did a lot of great things for this community? No. Does that change the way I view him? Absolutely.

One of the things that I liked about him was his image of a family man. One of the things I liked about Angelina Jolie - was her statement that she would never be with a married man. In Hollywood, I thought that was saying a lot. If I liked these people just because of their professional talents - then it wouldn't make a difference...but I liked them as people too. I have lost respect for both of them - and I don't have a problem saying that.

I am not saying that celebrities have to be perfect. I am not perfect. I make mistakes - daily. But they do need to be honest about their mistakes and own up to them. And if their private life becomes public - then they have to be willing for people to dislike what they find out.

Pool, Fireworks and Pimento Cheese

2009-07-04T15:47:00.005-05:00

"...one Nation under God, indivisible,

with liberty and justice for all."

The 4th of July is always one of my favorite holidays. It's a summer holiday and one that we never travel for...so it's just one of hanging out with the family...which is why Thanksgiving is my favorite holiday. I love days to just hang with the family.

Yesterday, on the 3rd, I had the day off from work since the 4th fell on a Saturday this year. The kids had been dying to go swimming - so I took the kids down to the pool at my parents condo. We had a blast swimming and playing in the pool. Myles actually jumped in - although I'm not sure if he meant to do that...lol. We stayed for lunch with Grandma and Grandpa - pimento cheese, chips, and raspberries...fun. I must say that pimento cheese was my absolute least favorite meal growing up...Stephanie loved it, so we got it every time she had a birthday - but my taste buds must have changed somewhat. I didn't think it was as bad as I remembered.

After lunch, we headed back to the 'boro because Steph, Travis and the kids were coming over for dinner and to watch the Smyrna Fireworks program. Smyrna usually has their fireworks the day before the 4th, as to not compete with the huge thing that Nashville does on the 4th. I love it because it's close to the house - and it's not crazy-packed like the one in Nashville. I've never been comfortable taking my kids downtown with thousands and thousands of people...makes me nervous.

Terrance grilled out hamburgers and hot dogs and we had chips, fries and a salad (that Steph brought). It was yummy. We then loaded up the kids and drove down to the K-Mart parking lot. That is where we watch the fireworks from. We could go down to the Rec Park - but they close off the main road into it at a certain time - and we like the option of being able to leave whenever we want. The show lasts about 30 minutes and I love it. I have always loved fireworks...I don't think I'll ever get too old for it. This year, we were kind of interested to see how all 5 kids would do (this was Elizabeth's first big firework show - and Myles has historically not been a fan of the booming) - but they all did great! We had about a 2 hour wait before the show started - and they waited so well. I had bought some $1 bubble tubes at Wal-mart that were the best.purchase.ever. It really kept the kids entertained. They blew bubbles...and ran after bubbles...and tried to catch the bubbles...great fun. Jordan and Terrance played catch with the football while they waited. The hardest part for Noelle was waiting on the lady that sells the cotton candy to come by. lol I can't say enough how much fun I had watching the kids enjoy the show.

Today was a lazy day. I took Jordan to meet up with Dad - she is spending the night over there - so it has just been Myles here today. I got back and mowed the lawn...not much to mow since it hasn't rained since the last time I mowed. Myles played in the slip n' slide for a while before we came in to take a rest and eat some lunch. We napped (((or should I say...I napped))) and now are contemplating heading back out for a little more slip n' slide fun.

I hope everyone else's 4th of July is as fun as ours has been.

This nation will remain the land of the free only so long

as it is the home of the brave. ~Elmer Davis

R.I.P ~ Ed, Farrah & Michael

2009-06-26T10:05:00.007-05:00

The entertainment world lost 3 greats this week with the deaths of Ed McMahon, Farrah Fawcett and Michael Jackson. Each one was great in their own field.

Ed McMahon (March 6, 1923-June 23, 2009) was a comedian, game show host, announcer, and television personality. He was most famous for his work on TV as Johnny Carson's announcer on The Tonight Show from 1962-1992 and Star Search from 1983-1995.

He was a fighter pilot in the United States Marine Corp. during World War II, serving as a flight instructor and test pilot. He was a decorated pilot (six Air Medals) and was discharged in 1946, remaining in the reserves. He had 3 daughters and 3 sons.

McMahon was the long running co-host of the annual Labor Day weekend Jerry Lewis MDA Telethon. His 41st and last appearance was in 2008, making him second only to Lewis himself in number of appearances.

Ed McMahon died at age 86 on June 23, 2009, at the UCLA Medical Center in LA. No formal cause of death was given, but McMahon's publicist attributed his death to the many health problems he had suffered over his final months such as pneumonia, bone cancer and other medical problems.

Farrah Fawcett (February 2, 1947-June 25, 2009) rose to international fame when she first appeared as private investigator Jill Munroe in TVs Charlie's Angels in 1976. She was a multiple Golden Globe and Emmy Award nominee. She earned the approval of critics and was in highly rated television movies in often challenging roles. Fawcett was also a pop culture figure whose hairstyle was emulated by millions of young women and whose poster sales broke records, making her an international sex symbol in the 1970's and 1980's.

Fawcett left Charlie's Angels after only one season and Cheryl Ladd replaced her. She had several years of commercial and critical flops until the early 80's. In 1984, her role as a battered wife in the fact-based TV movie The Burning Bed earned her her first of three Emmy Award nominations. The project is noted as being the first TV movie to provide a nationwide 800 number that offered help for other victims of domestic abuse. It was also the highest rated TV movie of the season. In 1986, she appeared in the movie version of Extremities in which she received a Golden Globe nomination for Best Actress.

From 1982 until her death, Fawcett was involved with actor Ryan O'Neal. They had a son, Redmond, in 1985.

Fawcett was diagnosed with anal cancer in 2006, and began treatment, including chemotherapy and surgery. In May 2007, she bought a small video camera and, with the aide of her friend Alana Stewart, she documented the highs and lows of her battle with the disease. The two-hour documentary, Farrah's Story, aired on May 15, 2009. It was watched by nearly 9 million people.

In early June, O'Neal asked Fawcett to marry him. She accepted his proposal and O'Neal said the wedding would happen "as soon as she can say yes." The two never married. She died on June 25, 2009 in the intensive care unit of Saint John's Health Center in Santa Monica, CA at the age of 62.

Michael Jackson (August 29, 1958-June 25, 2009) was born in Gary, Indiana as the seventh of nine children. He went on to become a recording artist, entertainer and businessman. Jackson debuted on the professional music scene at the age of 11 as a member of The Jackson 5 in 1969, and began a solo career in 1971 while still a member of the group. His 1982 Thriller is the world's best-selling record of all time.

In the early 1980's, he became a dominant figure in popular music and the first African-American entertainer to amass a strong crossover following on MTV. With stage performances and music videos, he popularized a number of physically complicated dance techniques, such as the robot and the moonwalk. His distinctive musical sound and vocal style influenced many hip-hop, pop and contemporary R&B artists. Aspects of his personal life, including his changing appearance and behavior, generated significant controversy, damaging his public image. Jackson married twice and fathered three children.

The Jackson 5 signed with Motown Records in 1968. The group set a chart record when its first four singles ("I Want You Back", "ABC", "The Love You Save" and "I'll Be There") peaked at number one on the Billboard Hot 100. In 1978, Jackson starred as Scarecrow in the film musical The Wiz. His album Thriller, released in 1982, remained in the top 10 of the Billboard 200 for 80 consecutive weeks, 37 at the peak. Seven singles from Thriller hit the Billboard Hot 100 top 10. It went on to sell upwards of 109 million copies, making it the best selling album of all time.

Jackson co-wrote the charity single "We Are The World" with Lionel Richie, which was released world wide to aid the poor in Africa and the US. He was one of 39 celebrities who performed on the record. The single became of the best-selling singles of all time, with nearly 20 million copies sold and millions of dollars donated to famine relief.

Michael Jackson won over 190 awards during his life-time. He won:

American Music Awards - 22
Billboard Music Awards - 40
Brit Awards - 7
Golden Globe Awards - 1
Grammy Awards - 19
Guiness World Records - 13
MTV Music Awards - 13
NAACP Image Awards - 14
RIAA (Recording Industry Assoc. of America) Awards - 56
World Music Awards - 12

At the time of his death, Jackson was scheduled to perform 50 sold-out concerts to over one million people at London's O2 arena.
Michael Jackson collapsed at a rented home in Holmby Hills in LA. Attempts to resuscitate him by his personal physician were unsuccessful. He was noted to have already been in cardiac arrest by the time the paramedics who attended his house. Jackson was pronounced dead at UCLA on June 25, 2009 at age 50.
Thank you for all you have done for our entertainment industry...you will be missed.

Information for this blog post was acquired from Wikipedia.com

Daybook ~ June 25, 2009

2009-06-25T14:49:00.006-05:00

Outside my Window ... it's yet another beautiful day that I am stuck inside. My weather bug is saying it is 91...I can only look at the sun... bummer.

I am thankful for ... my job. I tend to rag on it a bunch...how I think I am underpaid, etc...but in this economy, I am very glad that I have a job...and a good job. These are great people I work for and I appreciate it.

From the kitchen ... I think we are having chicken tonight...probably some rice too. Or, we might have a breakfast dinner - I really haven't thought about it. I ate too much for lunch so I don't even want to think about it now.

I am wearing ... a green shirt and a pair of black pants (that Terrance isn't too fond of) and some green shoes my mom didn't want.

I am reading ... same thing as last week...and the week before. I actually finished a magazine - so I think I'm doing pretty good. lol

I am hoping ... to go home soon. I am tired and it has been a long day.

I am hearing ... the West Wing - Season 4. I am watching it here at work. This is the first episode of this season...looks good so far.

Around the house ... the dog is becomming the bane of my existance. He tore up the carpet by the back door yesterday. Grrr. Now we need to look into replacing the carpet - hopefully not with more carpet. I am thinking about that hardwood floor-looking stuff.

One of my favorite things ... playing Wii Star Wars in the evening after everyone else has gone to bed. I can do whatever I want - be whatever character I want - and go as slow as I want - and no one else is around to fuss.

A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week ... a fairly slow weekend comparatively. I have a GNO Saturday night - I'm not sure where we are eating - but we are playing mini-golf...the one game that I completely...utterly...suck at - but it'll be fun! I think Jordan wants to go skating Saturday...in fact, I know she does...she told me that she hasn't been in 3 weeks and "has" to go. On Sunday, we are having an adults-only lunch for dad for Father's Day. I am looking forward to it.

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you ... our carpet...or what is left of it. Again, grrrrrr.

Mindless Fact Monday ~ June 22, 2009

2009-06-22T06:25:00.007-05:00

~ The microwave was invented after a researcher walked by a radar tube and a chocolate bar melted in his pocket.

~ Being unmarried can shorten a man's life by 10 years.

~ A donkey will sink in quicksand. A mule won't.

~ The triangular shape that Toblerone chocolates are packaged in is protected by law.

~ Istanbul, Turkey is the only city in the world located on two continents.

~ In the late 1960's, Mountain Dew featured bottles with a hillbilly on them. These are now collector items worth $5-10 each.

~ To be born on Sunday was a sign of great sin during the Puritan times.

~ The most dangerous job in the United States is that of a fisherman, followed by logging, then the airline pilot.

~ In October 1973, Swedish sweet maker Roland Ohisson of Falkenberg was buried in a coffin made entirely of chocolate.

~ A British medical journal, The Practitioner, has officially designated bird watching as a hazardous activity. This is because a bird watcher that was so engrossed in watching birds that he did not notice his dangerous surroundings and was eaten by a crocodile.

Happy Father's Day 2009

2009-06-21T07:24:00.004-05:00

Today is that special day that we recognize our fathers. To me, a dad is much more than just being a parent. There are lots of guys out there that have kids...sadly, many of them are not "true" dad's. A dad is someone who you can hang out with, talk to when times are tough, play with, someone who is sad when you are sad - and happy when you are happy...someone who puts his life on hold - for you.

Now, a little history about Father's Day... :)

The first known celebration of Father's Day was on July 5, 1908 in Fairmont, West Virginia, where it was commemorated at William Memorial Methodist Episcopal Church South – now known as Central United Methodist Church. Grace Golden Clayton is believed to have suggested it to her pastor after a deadly explosion in nearby Monongah in December, killing 361 men.

It was also during a sermon in 1909 that Sonora Smart Dodd became inspired by Mother's Day. After the death of her mother, Sonora and her siblings were raised by their father William Jackson Smart, a Civil War veteran. Sonora wanted to show how thankful she was to her father and, because William was born in June, she worked to have the first Father's Day celebrated on June 19, 1910.

In 1924, President Coolidge recommended that Father's Day become a national holiday. President Johnson designated the third Sunday of June to be Father's Day in 1966. It was not until 1972 that President Nixon instituted Father's Day as a national observance.

Did You Know – Roses are the official flower on Father's Day, red for fathers who were still living and white for those who have passed on.
Billy Graham said, "A good father is one of the most unsung, unpraised, unnoticed, and yet one of the most valuable assets in our society."

Happy Father's Day!!

Friday Felicities ~ June 19, 2009

2009-06-19T12:38:00.004-05:00

Things that make me happy:

Staying home with the kids today
A church picnic tomorrow - they are always fun!
Sausage fettucini for dinner tonight...I've been looking forward to it since last night. lol
The ability to hear...for as long as the Lord allows it.
Jordan's new braces - she looks so cute with them.
Summer days...and getting to the sprinkler later!
Wipe-out...the show is so funny!! Total nonsense kind of funny. :)

Link up over at Becky's with thing that make you happy...

Daybook ~ June 18, 2009

2009-06-18T06:56:00.005-05:00

Outside my Window ... it looks like it's going to be another beautiful summer day...although it's supposed to hit 95 today - so it might be a little steamy.

I am thankful for ... Mama Jean (((Happy Birthday!!!))) She has been the kids sitter from the time Jordan was born. She has basically helped me raise the kids and I love her for it. She is fabulous.

From the kitchen ... honestly - I have no idea. I have some fish that I think I might make tonight with maybe some rice. There...I've just planned dinner.

I am wearing ... a blue tank top and a pair of Terrance's shorts.

I am reading ... the same thing I reading last week...I'm reading very slowly these days.

I am hoping ... that Jordan's mouth doesn't hurt too bad after getting her braces today.

I am hearing ... Myles playing Wii Star Wars...his favorite game. I thought I might get a few minutes alone this morning - but, alas - as soon as I got up - he got up.

Around the house ... I need to start on Mt. Laundry - but why do that today when I can do that later. lol

One of my favorite things ... my new purple toenail polish I just bought. I am loving it! How fun!! Totally didn't need it...but it was $3 - and it's fun....you need that every now and then.

A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week ... Another busy weekend. I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow to have my "blown speaker"...aka - my ear - looked at. We have the church picnic on Saturday in Ashland City and Father's Day is on Sunday. Whatever happened to weekends when we had nothing planned??

Here is a picture thought I am sharing with you ... Jordan and her new braces...